memories of what never was previous next A Physicist's Guide to Smoked Gouda |
18 March 2004 23:07 well, i guess i no longer need to worry about getting back in the swing of things. though im behind, as usual. in poetry, in reading, and today dr hellmann called me to make sure i was still alive. ::sighs:: but i read through stuff for my physics lab. i finished my quantum assignment. i got back my quantum exam and i didnt too terribly badly on it. and everything in that last paragraph was exactly what i was hoping to avoid writing in here. im feeling very love-ful. not sure how much is residual island-ness, and how much is approaching pms-ness. but i dont want to knock it, i want to keep it up. i feel alive. i also feel slightly anxious. but i feel good. i listen to bjork, post. and i dont want to listen to tori or bjork, homogenic. maybe a little of ani, but not dilate, just good rockin stuff. way to have a very insubstantial entry. woohoo. my grocery bill tonight was for exactly $31.00. and i saved over $3 dollars on sales and such. so all in all, im not feeling completely incompetent. i feel capable, but still anxious and unsure about what comes next. |