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 memories of what never was
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08 January 2004 01:38 to everyone ive ever met at college: im sorry. im sorry i was so fucked up, im sorry i was such a bitch. now that im more of a real caring and communicative human being, im really really sorry that my four years of college went so badly. and for reasons that should have been in my control. i had ideas freshman year, i had ideas that were within my reach and i did nothing to achieve them. i waited for them to come to me so i shouldnt be upset that they never did. instead, im upset that i didnt do anything to bring them about. im sorry i pushed so many of you away. i really am. i was blind. im so sorry. im sorry i couldnt love any of you like i wanted to. yes, im crying. |
