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Ichabod!

14 September 2003 21:13

no internet access in the apt again. but thats just the first of my problems recently.

i need to go grocery shopping and stuff junk. no time, however, no time.

i think theyre really trying to make me hate band. whoever they are, im not really sure. but it seems like everwhere i turn someone is discussing somebody or something wrong with the band. and its not just trumpet people either. im hearing it in my classes too. so much speculation. this person might be in trouble, that person heard five different stories about what some group did, dont trust them, i cant believe them anymore, whos on our side, which side are you on, they should do this, they shouldnt do that, i hate this, whyd they do that, i hate that, what are you saying, what arent they saying, and it just doesnt stop. i wasnt even aware of anything like this until last year when someone starting pointing things out to me.

jesse thinks a lot of this is happening because its so boring out here that people just make up drama in their lives to entertain themselves. i must say i kind of agree with him. because while some of it really does affect us as a band, a lot of it is just stupid stuff we prolly dont need to dwell on. but oh, it makes such good conversation material.