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Ichabod!

2002-09-24 3:53 p.m.

as long as i havent started on any work yet after coming back to the room after class, i figured id write something in here quickly.

pmdd update? this month was worse than any this summer. the day i started (the day of the michigan state game, how yucky) my back and legs ACHED soo badly. the whole week before i kept catching myself saying horribly bitchy things to people that i didnt really mean. dinnertime was always the worst, cause by that time after band i was hungry, tired, and pms-y, so i was just on the verge of tears a couple times. took things more personally than i should have. but i got through it, and im on the other side now. feeling refreshed, especially since i got a card from laura today. ::smiles::

so of course anything i write or think today would be unnecessarily optimistic because ive just emerged from the bell jar...but not really the bell jar, not so remote and suffocating. im sure the bell jar will come later as winter progresses.

but anyway. i should do work now so i dont fall too far behind (i already abandoned two hw assignments that i just was not going to get done this weekend)and ruin my new feeling of contentment.