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Ichabod!

2001-07-11 11:35 p.m.

right now the diaryland site reminds of the hello kitty series where shes an angel and there are these cute french phrases and everything is nicely powder blue.

this week is totally zany brainy. yesterday i took my test and got my star as a certifed KIDsultant. ive got a ton more hours there since joelle left, and im taking over her summer reading club group too. im so excited about that. its going to be great! were going to be so busy tomorrow with the official start of the thomas and brio train sale, too.

so i need to write an email to danielle....yeah, ryans little sister. i havent seen her in two years, havent seen ryan in two years, etc etc. she gave me a note through my dad this fourth of july, and he just sent me a picture of her online. i hardly recognized her. she doesnt look like ryan at all, unless ive completely forgotten what ryan looks like. she just doesnt look like the lively annoying little girl i knew, even her flaming red hair looks a lot more pale. i hope shes doing all right.

i love hanging out with a rather artistic bunch ((on npr this morning they talked about a guy who was a "slow" composer...his overly analytical mind actually got in the way of his creativity. maybe thats my problem!)) michael is going nuts over his new camera, jason cant keep his hands off my songbook and recorder, and we all just keep writing and doodling. its great. but then, again, other things arent. hassells been the ultimate asshole lately, dont know what got into him. and i just dont like how we never really listen to each other, just keep raising our voices to make sure our personal tidbit of artisticness, or neatoness, or supercool experience gets heard above all others. its better sometimes than others though, like laying on the asphalt together last night at the golf course was better than all standing apart in the parking lot the night before.

carrots