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Ichabod!

2001-03-26 12:06 a.m.

and by the no and in the yes annie goes if you couldnt guess a simple man a sycophant her elephant with the laughing cough she wants clean sheets and fresh flowers her dental shots and the hong kong glue

amphetamine annie dog has a leash and a face

i just wrote a letter to dan. basically, i want to tell him that this separation thing is killing me, just because i consider him such a good friend. and its not like being separated from a boyfriend so much as its like being separated from one of my two closest friends on campus. (him and danielle) i keep going between two extremes, one where i say its a good thing we broke it off, because were young and shouldnt really be attached to anyone, and another where i say that its a real shame that things had to end just because he felt uncomfortable, because the relationship had real potential, i believe that we really did/do care about each other. its so frustrating and so confusing, and i just hope it all works out soon.

god, i hate it, you can even feel the tension through our IMs. all weve talked about this weekend is stupid little how was your day stuff. neither of us is really sure what to say, i think. and im tired of sitting here and waiting for him to say something. so im glad i wrote the letter, cause now maybe one of us will.