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Ichabod!

2000-01-18 16:03:17

i had some more weird dreams. and there were all about guys and kissing. 3 dreams. 2 guys. ::runs upstairs to get her dream dictionary::

KISS: the meaning of a dream kiss depends on teh circumstances involved. if the kissing was pleasant, proper, and a sincere token of affection, it predicts happiness and contentment; but if it was of a perfunctory, meaningless, insincere, or illicit nature, it signifies a false friend or disappointment in a love affair.

this is what i get for fulfilling my new years resolution of getting more sleep. i have been having more dreams again, and im glad that i am. i really love dreams. as for that meaning, i think it just means that its been too damn long since ive gotten any real action.

today in chem class someone made a joke and everything about it reminded me of ryan. the tone of his voice, the way he moved his head, his hair, his quirky smile, his eyes. my heart still aches. i really love that unionbay ad in some teen mags . . . it shows a guy stretched out, resting his head on a backpack in some wilderness setting, the girl next to him rests her head on his shoulder, he snoozes with a book on his chest. on the left hand page it says unread book. im not hung up over ryan anymore, i just miss him. a lot. ((if any attractive, intelligent, preferably musical young men are reading this in pennsylvania, dont hesitate to contact me))