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 memories of what never was
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15 February 2004 12:41 my week in relative numbers: the number of hours spent napping has been up drastically, and inversely proportional to the number of hours spent in the hellmann lab. the number of hours spent at cultural/recreational events is almost greater than the number of hours spent in class. my weekend basically started on wednesday, and my work week extended into saturday as i finished my week's homework last night at the hockey game. the number of showers/week has dropped while the average length of each shower has risen. i feel definitely delinquent and dangerously in a daze. i need to wake up and memo to myself: do the dumb things i gotta do. im not sure why i feel so tired, but its interfering with what i need to get done, and i feel like im letting people down, especially my profs, by not being awake enough to get my work done. am i not eating well enough? slacking off in yoga? simply overscheduling myself? why does there always seem to be something that keeps me from doing everything i want to do? |
