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Ichabod!

2003-03-25 10:14 a.m.

yeah ive got the spring giddies, i guess. im smiling again. cheap coffee makes me smile. sunshine and not wearing a winter coat makes me smile. smelling a change in the breeze from the stagnant winter air makes me smile.

((forget about that theo paper, that doesnt make you smile))

thinking about the performance im trying to put together for poetry class makes me smile. its really got some potential.

on the other hand, spring giddies make me want to wear my altered grungy pants and flip flops or bare feet and tee shirts and go play in the dirt...which doesnt really happen here. right now im really anti dressing up anymore and i just want to run and frolic in my clothes that can get dirty or ripped and it doesnt really matter. cause that just means i get to scavenge for some cool material to make a new patch for it.

i guess what i really want is to be somewhere so un fashion conscious (fashion unconscious?) that it really doesnt matter what you wear. someplace like the forest. in the winter i guess i can handle dressing up, im not going anywhere or doing anything more than sitting in a building or walking between warm places as quickly as possible. but now its getting warmer and now i want to do MORE!