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Ichabod!

2002-10-01 11:05 a.m.

ok, let me berate myself a little. just a little bit, i swear.

elizabeth, what are you doing? you made a not so cool choice last night, and you didnt accomplish your goals. now youre feeling anxious and behind becuase you havent read anything for thermal yet. is that punishment enough for you? or do you need to not go to swing dancing tonight? i think that would help. becuase maybe then you could do hw, and not be doing it the night before its due since there isnt hw due wednesday. why didnt i think of all this before i stepped out of my dorm last night?

::sighs:: oh well. yes, ill be disappointed that i cant go dancing tonight. but if i do get ahead in my work, even just a little bit, ill be feeling better about classes and i wont be so mad at myself. seriously, light weeks like this make me nervous. although, by light week, i mean i dont have modern lecture or hw due. they make me nervous that the following weeks are going to be way way worse after having a light week, whether because we have to catch up or simply by comparison.

ok. so youll have to go to class unprepared today. that sucks. but its not going to kill you, dont let it get you down so much. just work extra hard tonight. i know its overwhelming, it seems like theres a lot to do now. but you can do it. just work hard, give it your best.

i dont believe youre leaving because me and charles manson like the same ice cream.