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Ichabod!

2001-02-14 05:53:48

today i was going through serious forest and mountain withdrawl. there is the barest hint of spring in the air, some of my favorite scents like dirt and half frozen mud. plus the singing birds, made me feel like i should not have been looking around at what used to be plains and prairie. and it definitely didnt help that my dad sent me a postcard, saying that he saw david at the kelly hotel and hes grown another four inches! and ill bet hes every bit as skinny as he always was. i cant believe hell be eighteen in april. i remember he seemed so old when he turned fifteen. and i remember that wonderful summer when he was twelve and i was thirteen and we just hiked and mountainbiked to our hearts desires.

i cant believe that ryan is twenty now.

i cant believe ill be nineteen in a few days.

it only seems so unbelievable when i look back and think about my blissful summers up at camp. things will never be the same again, will they? everything changed when ryan met kim, it seems like. i havent been there in so long!

such a busy crappy school work filled week. bleh!