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 memories of what never was
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2000-03-02 01:06:53 sex. wanna talk about it? i dont mean cyber, at least not first off. i mean honest discussion. its very liberating, i think. i cant decide whether i sit at the most open or simply the most vulgar lunch table in the cafeteria. maybe we just have our good and bad days. today i really think i surprised them, i turned a story of frat initiation into a real discussion on whether it is a good or a bad thing if the guy comes really fast. survey says: bad thing. too fast, no fun.
TrumpetJzz: Thats ok. We're not exactly having a heated debate anyway EJM ankh: yah, not like at the lunch table TrumpetJzz: Oh dear. I must say I would never have expected you to be so interested in that topic EJM ankh: what, you think i never talk about that with any of my friends? TrumpetJzz: I didnt take you as a person that was interested in sex too much EJM ankh: what do you think i am, an innocent little 10 year old? ::smirks:: you dont seem to me to be the kind of person to talk about sex a lot. TrumpetJzz: Youd be surprised, believe me EJM ankh: i think you would be too. TrumpetJzz: Ah well. So youre not so straight as an arrow as I thought you were, hmmm....Elizabeth's human EJM ankh: yes, elizabeths human. and i suppose you are too? TrumpetJzz: Quite. A man has his needs..... EJM ankh: ::grins:: TrumpetJzz: What those needs are however..... EJM ankh: im not liking all these dotdotdots. its tough to read your mind compared to other peoples. TrumpetJzz: Remember the cosmo we got on the way back from hofstra? EJM ankh: yah, its under my bed i think. why? TrumpetJzz: Haha, I just thought it was funny EJM ankh: going through it and getting the male perspective was definitely a worthwhile experience TrumpetJzz: Really? How so? EJM ankh: not that ive gotten to apply any of what i learned. its been a long time since ive had a boyfriend let alone a date. but its something to think about. TrumpetJzz: Youll get to apply it sometime Im sure. And trust me, if the guys like me, it'll come in great handy EJM ankh: hey TrumpetJzz: hey whats up? EJM ankh: im working on my scholarship thing. how was the whole audition thing for you? TrumpetJzz: Not too good. I waited so long I wasnt warmed up and flubbed pretty bad EJM ankh: i didnt have a choice, they called us in by name and i was dead last. remember that page from my music that the copier made all wavy and i couldnt read? TrumpetJzz: Oh no, are you serious? EJM ankh: yep. he just pulled a copy from another folder and made me play it anyway. TrumpetJzz: Ah well. Did you really expect to get anything other than last anyhow? EJM ankh: nope, but now i have an excuse if mr bricker asks why i did so badly TrumpetJzz: Thats true. SO what else is going on? EJM ankh: all my kids are upstairs and falling asleep. are you housing kids? TrumpetJzz: Yeah two. The one's asleep and the other's taking a shower. He usually only gets 5 hours of sleep, I dont know what Im gonna do. I mean if it was a girl then it wouldnt be a problem, but..... EJM ankh: so is that why youre on so late tonight? TrumpetJzz: Why? EJM ankh: i dunno, i didnt follow you through most of what you said TrumpetJzz: You just dont understand me at all when I get horny do you? EJM ankh: i wasnt expecting you to get horny right at that moment. its hard to interpret online. ::smirks:: i doubt youd catch it if i starting to get horny online TrumpetJzz: Probably not, mistly becuase I dont know what you like in that sort of way EJM ankh: yah, im not used to thinking of you in that manner either TrumpetJzz: Its weird, we've just not really ever gone there while we've talked. I guess the closest would be the cosmo. It comes back to the cosmo again EJM ankh: ::grins:: it all comes back to the cosmo. that was fun. TrumpetJzz: QUite. SO what did you learn that night? EJM ankh: plenty. i dont think theres any way to sum it up, cause you and chris both talked about a lot in that magazine TrumpetJzz: I still cant get over the chopsticks..... TrumpetJzz: I hope not. EJM ankh: seriously, i wouldnt do that to a friend. you can trust me TrumpetJzz: Hey I trust you. If I cant trust my lunch woman, why can I trust? EJM ankh: lunch woman, thats a new one TrumpetJzz: My lunch sex slave? EJM ankh: maybe we have to clear up exactly whos the slave around here, hm? TrumpetJzz: Oh ok, youre right. Im your sex slave. EJM ankh: how about we take turns? TrumpetJzz: Ok, but I like being submissive EJM ankh: oh really now? i should have been able to guess that TrumpetJzz: Yeah you should have. I just would rather not be in control when it comes to this stuff EJM ankh: ive known some guys like that, and sometimes id want to be in control and sometimes id want him to take control of me TrumpetJzz: Yea, i dont know. I guess it depends on your mood TrumpetJzz: but im usually in the mood to be played with EJM ankh: do you mind if i ask how much of this you would know from experience? TrumpetJzz: Absolutely none thank you. And now Im going to bed EJM ankh: ah, ok. ill talk to you later TrumpetJzz: Ok, sleep well EJM ankh: take care, g'night TrumpetJzz: night |
